How Life Should Go?

Assalaamualaikum..

I actually have switched off my laptop, but it's hard for me to sleep. I remember something.. that's why I'm writing here :)

I'm reviewing my life. Is there something wrong? or everything about me is wrong?! I do not find the answer.

A moment ago, I suddenly saw my dad sleeping, his room's door was opened. I realize that my dad is getting older ;( and this girl is still manja, BAD!

Then I looked at some pictures hanging on my wall, old pictures. Time is moving :( but I'm not

I remember what someone told me,"Someday your father and mother won't be able to work hard anymore. Someday you'll take care of them as they have been doing until now." I'm sad ;( totally sad..

I'm not a good daughter :( I don't know what to do to make them happy. Stupid ha? :O So, how life should go? I don't know ;(

My dad just celebrated his birthday on May 20th :) I bought him, mommy and Elsa some breads and cakes from Surabaya. Rosa and I also bought him a watch :D sweet ha?

My father is sick ;( heart attack.. You know, now my family really need to take care of him, I mean.. keeping his emotion stable, and controlling his food menu. Another is avoiding myself of being noisy -,- as my sisters and I usually do. You know, I even have to set up my cell-phone ringtone into low volume..

So, let's conclude.. thank you, I'm feeling better after writing this entry.. I wish this entry will be useful for everyone who reads it. God bless you.. In short, time is running fellows. So many people waste their time with their people. Some people love you, others hate you. For those who love you, thank them by being someone meaningful for them. For others who hate you, sometimes some people hate you without a reason. They don't know you, you never disturb them, or whatever, sometimes "ignorance" becomes important :) maybe because those people are not your jodoh :D jodoh in general fellows... If you propose for a job, then you don't get it, ; the job is not your jodoh. If you meet a nice person, having a friendship with him/her, then you get a personal problem with him/her ; he/she is no longer your jodoh in your friendship.

So, please let's everything go as it should go, because God is preparing something better for you, for me. Sometimes you face a bad condition, God wants you to learn. You usually have a good time in your life, God tests you, whether you still keep your iman and taqwa well or not.

I think I'm facing the bad one ;( but I'll learn :) how to treat people as I want to be treated, I know God won't place me in a wrong place and time. God is correct! Totally correct!!!

Then, what I need to do is keeping this thought with me every day and night. And stop being my daddy's 'lil girl, being manja I mean :/ can I? please.. I need some helps >,< it's harder to manage myself than managing other people life :/ no, that's not my job. Do everything what you want to do. This entry just want to show you my point of view, and I'm happy for that. Wish you happy too :) God bless you

Babies Time

Assalaamualaikum..

I had a full schedule last week, but now I'm free :)

see? I had a good time with these little boy and girl last week :D they are Al Fatih and Izzah, my cousins.. I was like their baby sitter

no? ahaha... still young, I'm young :D

We (I, aunty, Rosa) went to a food court. Here are what we had captured..

my sister Rosa and my cousin Al Fatih




the soup tasted good..




my sister, Rosa





Good day babies ;)

*Actually there are many photos of my aunty :b but she hates them (bad faces) ahahh ;D

Why Do I Admire Yusuf?

Assalaamualaikum..

Are you asking why I admire Yusuf AS? :) no? Yeah?

Yusuf is nice,

I've just read some of ayat-ayat Al Quran, they are beautiful..

Reviewing the story of Yusuf ; about his perfect look :b about his good akhlaq, about his sabar and tawakkal, about he doesn't have dendam inside his heart :D about his high level (is not a murahan boy) about the bulan and bintang sujud to him :) I love Yusuf

yaaa I know, you can't compare him with Muhammad SAW in this case --"

but Yusuf AS interests me so much :)

I never found that kind of man anyway -,-

yaaaa, I meet several man.. they are nice :) good looking :D good in behaving, but.... they have their own baik and buruk, absolutely..

I meet a man, a nice gentleman.. he is good lahir batin.. but he is adem you know --" like ice-cream

another man is the same. He's good lahir batin :) and soft, like cotton-candies. But... he's a flamboyan -,- oh, God. So many girls around him

yaaaa I know I know -,- nobody deserves for perfectness except Allah SWT :) that's the conclusion, you've already known about it, read it in Al Quran for more information :b I actually can't read Al Quran with the correct tajwid :) really.. but I love reading the meaning :D I even have Al Quran inside my cell-phone :) I'll show you later :D the meaning is translated into English.. cool haa???? :*

Ok, back to Yusuf :) I know it's not important for you, perhaps..
But I love Yusuf because he is ganteng, but he's not sombong. he's pinter but he's not congkak :/ he can get all girls in the galaxy if he wants, but he's too wise for it :) he's not dendam to his brothers, although uda dimasukin sumur juga -,- gimana sih??? and he's still in the line as a good moslem gentleman, although Zulaika is so genit :/

ya, we need to learn from Yusuf AS instead of Muhammad SAW, I need to learn :) it's so hard being a good person lahir & batin

heheh :b how? just laugh if you want :D I just want to answer several question about my FB status and tweets (oooo Yusuf.. oooo Yusuf... <-- people don't understand what I mean)

Day by Day

(the blur photo, heheh)

Assalaamualaikum..

Quick post quick post :b again..

hello my ladies and gentlemen... been a long time not to see you (about several days actually :b)

I'm so soooo soooooo busy these last two days. I had finished my thesis proposal, attended cici's wedding, and taken some pictures, pictures of myself :b in sooooo many shawls..

.. this is a quick post.. I'll allow you to see some pictures of me and my people in these last two days.. check!!!

Cici's wedding

taking photos for The Blue Sapphire's new items

the veils are available at my aunty's shop





well, c u bye :D

An Instant Entry :b

Assalaamualaikum..

Everything instant is not good for your health :b but this one is good, how will you say a short shopping time is not good? :/

I'm so happy today :) I spent my time with my friend, Maya

Been a long time not to have a shopping time with this gorgeous lady :D

and the best thing is.. the shopping time will be continued still in this week :b then I'll go to my another dearest lady's house, cici. She's going to get married on Saturday :D sounds great ha?

then, I'll end this instant entry by only two photos, instant photos I mean :b

We wanted to buy a pair of shoes :b --> failed

My silly face, the shop behind me resembles my name anyway --" that's a shop especially provided for moslems :D *and whose sandal is that? --"

Picking A Quote

Assalaamualaikum..

I woke up this morning and suddenly thought about how my thesis would go --"

I was feeling sooooo bad :/ and guilty..

then I switched on my laptop, re-typing my thesis chapters there..

and suddenly (again) I remembered a quote that I read from twitter :

Dream,
Believe,
..and make it Happen!

by
Agnes Monica

The Magic Mirror

;b hi fellows! nice to see you again ;)

I'm soooo happy.. Snow White's step mother lends me her magic mirror :b

here the story begins...

*the real story is : we were having a great time at our campus reading room, talking about how our thesis would be.. but accidently, as I usually do :b I asked Awalinda to take my picture with Maya.. BINGO! we found something more interesting ;) WEBCAM! then, as you can see.. now we are destroying this page by these pictures :P thesis is not something scary anymore buddies!!!

Starring :



Awalinda as herself



Maya as herself



Me as the owner of this blog
would like to say a big
"THANK YOU"
for
visiting my blog
:)

Goodbye Roses

People say that love is like a red red rose..

it's beautiful.. passionate..

Who knows I love roses..?

the only one who realizes that has gone

The rose is gone, his rose, his love goes..

-Admiring Yusuf-

The one who is good looking and good in behaving..

Your sight is as deep as the ocean. So deep, so misterious, so interests me

People recognize you as a good gentleman,

and many girls tease you but you still go straight on your own way

How can I forget the way you treat several girls well?

you give them honor, you treat them like treating your mother

Even when you talk to them, nice intonation, nice words.. You are one in a million who treats us well

And it's not a drama, it's not just how I describe someone like Yusuf AS. You are the one who resembles him a lot :)

*a letter, dedicated to someone who always makes me say "subhanallah" because he amazes me so much.. inside, outside :) it's amazing how God bless him with everything nice.. may Allah bless him dunia akhirat :D

-Let the rain show you how I admire you like its drops.. continuously flowing..